Sunday, May 30, 2010

Testing the water

It appears that I have taken an unplanned break from blogging. I didn't intentionally not post anything in over a month, it just happened I guess. My last emotionally charged post threw me for a loop and I slipped into a bit of a depression.  Ok, it was more than a bit, but it was a depression, none the less.  Maybe I'll talk about that depressive episode one of these days, but today is not that day.

I have just recently been feeling a gentle nudge from the Divine to get back here.  To post something.  Anything.  Sharing my thoughts has always been a very healing experience for me. It has always been a way to clear out the clutter that builds in my mind.  So here I sit with a very much cluttered up mind.  I sit here feeling like I've got so much to say, but don't know where to start.  I know that in order to heal I need to bring those thoughts to the surface.

Instead of forcing myself to just pick something, I'll wait.  I'm not in a hurry. Healing takes place at it s own pace, not mine.  Some things are meant to share and some things are meant to be kept private.  Private can be good, as long as it doesn't turn into isolation.

So I'm slowly wading into the blogging waters and letting myself get used to the feel of it again before I jump in head first.  If feels pretty safe to me, but I'll take it slow. 

Just my thoughts.